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The marriage lets me learn to grow up
Once saw such passage in an article: "The romantic feeling is beautiful, but the feeling of the family but it is steady and sure. Know I oneself to by chance to romance will the overjoyed,after all romance for theme that woman can tired until all one's life, but I can chase romantic sedulously, chase effete and sentimental writings in general destroy tranquility of house. Perhaps the marriage lets the woman become vulgar, or the responsibility of the family lets women learn compromise, but people change slowly after all, always advance in choosing constantly in life. Full of life trials and hardships,it since not choose marriage have with sincerity of it soon in the face of, courage and resolution of willing devotion for it. " This is a woman to the feeling of marriage life, the course of changing in quality, write very well, then I have copied whole section of its, put in the diary, perhaps the sympathetic response that it is the soul let me moved by this section of characters.

Similarly, I am one among most women in the besieged city of the marriage too, step into the palace of the marriage at 25 years old. Unripe thought let me full of more limitless reverie to marriage, besides romantic or romantic, pass by simple and two people that enjoy happy in world. Zeng someone has warned me: " the marriage is not so simple "  But I am disapproving, I do not believe it is complicated equally that everybody's marriage is gone through, life has romantic different one. So I emphasize in front of the husband more than once "  I battle with can tolerate the marriage without love to that no "  meshowfashion

Yes, I am happy, luckily, I am not so the same as others, the class catches the food market hastily for a while, eating three meals a day preparing for whole family, I can still live a leisurely life, going shopping freely, shopping, neither fast nor slow going home, is enjoying public old woman's prepared delicacy of home; I am not so the same as others, tie the trousers belt tight for buying a house or borrow the money everywhere, because the husband is early before we get married, has already tried to win sb.'s favor in the house for us, we can be by enjoying two people's world comfortably; When I am not more irritated for fuel,rice,oil and salt and basic daily necessities, I do not even know our family water and electricity, room how much does it spend one month such as loan, because all these arrange properly completely by husband. Enjoy simultaneous I think of, bear what pay something, until having one day, because the old woman of the family is overworked and blood pressure rise, look at the hoary-headed and thin and weak family old woman, I have shed tears. Turn round, recall that busy outside in the old public old woman of family worries about us all day tired and busy; Recall the husband is carrying the burning sun and rushing about scorchingly busily and would rather walk for more than one hour and live in the lodge in order to save hotel expense of dozens of yuan, I repent, oneself so selfish originally  

The experience of life makes me much more calm, much riper too, have understood gradually too, the marriage is not a person's enjoyment, but two people's romance, is the happiness of the whole family. An elder sister tells me: "People should be content with one's lot to cherish the good fortune. " Yes, though our marriage does not have the heroine's sadness in that article, though without reality that others talk about, some are only present happy and happiness, but the same one feels indebted as if it were received in person and lets me know the true essence of marriage life   

Chase the woman of the car
 Nobody can neglect such a face: Tearful eyes one after another, sob, every time, " ask, ask you. " Trembling at night, in the sunglasses, must hide a pair of red swelling, gets deeply stuck in, the definitely beautiful eyes because it is desperate.

Her name is Susan, she says: "This script is a warm good night of autumn, she is taking 3 years old and two children 14 months old by car, went on the quiet highway, suddenly a ruffian fled and got on the bus, threatened her by force and got off with a gun, bring her children, stalk off.

And she, can only stand at the roadside helplessly, waves to the car disappearing in the twinkling of an eye, shout, " good-bye, babies, mother loves you forever. " And the dark ice is cold and endless.

The whole U.S.A. cries and prays for her, but there is a woman's tender TV station: Susan is lying.

The woman says, she is mother too, have split in the landslide stone in the twinkling of an eye too, has got off and asked the way, turn round, the car is left, and on the car, there is daughter that she is still the young baby.

She says she generally attacks exhaust and mud dust of big group crazily, the handbag slips out of the hand and flies, cry, does not know what oneself talks about, other people can not understand either in miserable number - -She belongs to American China, but forget to try English best at this moment, screams aloud " the help " only with the sound sound of the mother tongue Or " put down my child " . It can not be other languages again.

The high-heeled shoes hinder her, drag and take off and make a sudden snatch to throw away, she chases desperately. Pace to forget people can not contend with car, stone gravel, glass bits, pitch to see foot, the only thought is: Daughter. She whether one move detailed woman of Asian descendants, for instance, leopard such as hawk, such as the crazy tiger tendency in that time, even ruffian is scared, abandon the car and escape. And her skirt is put and torn completely, the ankle is sprained, the foot sheds Yin Hong's blood at bottom.

Life and death teaches her to be sharp and courageous and resolute. So she says, at that time, none of mothers will be noble and calm like Susan.

The capturing of nine days and nine nights, the children found. In the forest, but sink in the ice-cold lakebed at the dark night. Susan, denounced oneself to police at last, it was really her, because a little lust was read greedily, have killed one's own child personally.

Thing in 1994. In a book once in a while, read cause and effect, and that strange woman's letter. I am low to bow, in fact have no tears. I think I understand.

I as people's mother still, never meet with the death too, but I have stood under the forest of height, see the lover go briskly far, it seems that there is stork's sparrow that brandishes in his soles, is he anxious to catch the appointment of another woman? The truth is pressed on towards at the moment woeful and shrillly. Know, should say goodbye before the tears fall, but I can not do. Because I love him.

I begin to be false, am listening to lies but put and know nothing; I learn, spy upon, ask about if snake haunt and plague and competent, and underestimate oneself very much everywhere;

My story is compiled better and better, the gold medal playwriter of Hollywood is not so varied and colorful either, only in order to let him stay for one more minute.

Finally, I slap him in the face. Clear-cut and delighted, in the twinkling of an eye selling, like that desperate mother, far throw her high-heeled shoes out. While throwing? It is unimportant. meshowfashion

How to love, do not give up more; How gentle, how violent, there is blood by liking having the lip, there are tears in the eyes, the chest has love and hate pestered, it is as closely linked as flesh and blood that the love gets like conjoined twins. Give up what one treasures, it must be impossible to smile easily like picking up a trailer leaf.

Know perfectly well, stay, accept, but can't automatic control I reverse the frenetic step. That meets with, I am late at night to chase the woman of the car in the street. And my silent cry, he has not heard.
 

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